I only recently became aware of this amazing woman and her inner struggles to overcome her daily struggles. Like her I once attempted suicide and was luckily saved by dedicated medical persons who wouldn't give up on me and kept me in this world a little longer. Since then I have re-discovered my passion in needle work (which lead me to hear about Wink), and am now making my life purpose, creating projects that express my creativity and focus my negativity into a more positive direction. Kind of like she was striving to do.
It's devastating that she wasn't able to find enough positive strength that she needed to persevere despite her personal oppositions. I have had some days can become so unbearable inside my mind and skin that I can't see a better option than opting out completely. Mental illness touches everyone in some way but being able to reach out, talk and support one another can help overcome the darkness when it threatens to overshadows. In remembrance of her I am making a commitment to tell someone each day that they are special and matter to me. Find a way to each person you meet. They may need to hear someone cares enough to notice and is uplifted by your comments.